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Life Longing

by Chris Albery-Jones

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1.
Mrs Edison 04:12
I crashed your party You didn’t invite me But then all the same You never asked me to stay away Walked in, you saw me You chose to ignore me I know I spied Your eyes grow the tiniest bit wider Your friends don’t like me But they treat me politely While they’re thinking: “What’s he doing here?” Oh Mrs Edison and me What now? I see you sometimes Standing in shop lines And your girlfriend & her daughter Probably think that I’m a stalker I blame the timing Our lives mis-aligning Or your star sign rising Or the colour of the tiling My friends don’t hold back They know this will end bad So they ask me: “What’re you doing here?” Oh Mrs Edison and me What now? If you’re destined to be disappointed Why not kick back and enjoy it? Nothing is certainty Until it came to be Oh Mrs Edison and me
2.
At Your Will 03:09
I’d like to see you naked in my room At your will I’d like to find you singing one of my tunes At your will I’d like to have your sweet voice Whisper filthiness so no one else can hear I’d like to make a promise I can’t keep But that you’ll never have to fear I’d like to lay you down upon my bed At your will I’d like you to reveal the hidden Things that spin around inside your head I’d live to stay beside you and to Bathe myself in your magnetic glow I want to know the whole of you The good, the bad The parts you never show Nothing you confide in me Will ever be recited back I hope that you know ‘Cause nothing means so much, you see As me with you and you with Me alone I’d like to buy you flowers by the bale And I will This bliss is irresistible and I insist this love will never fail I could be the perfect one for you If you will let me fill those shoes So just let me know if you decide that I can let this feeling loose At your will
3.
Fake ID 02:49
I got it from a dodgy place in WC1 It cost me twenty quid but It was worth it now it’s done It’s got a little picture with A hologram on top It says that I’m a student With a name that I made up Plausible Youth Association (La la la la la la la) I’ve got a stamp on my wrist And it’s a license to get pissed (Yeah) Tonight, when we go out It will be different by far ‘Cause last time I was there They wouldn’t serve me at the bar I had to neck a quarter of Cheap vodka in the queue And half an hour later Threw a bunder in the loo Plausible Youth Association (La la la la la la la) I’ve got a stamp on my wrist And it’s a license to get pissed (Yeah) And I swear I’ll never drink again At least not until next weekend The girl behind the desk says “Have you got any ID?” I try for nonchalance But spill my fags and drop my keys I think she’s gonna shake her head But then she smiles and nods Apparently, it’s good enough That I’m a member of a… Plausible Youth Association (La la la la la la la) I’ve got a stamp on my wrist And it’s a license to get pissed (Yeah)
4.
Satellite 05:05
You pull me towards you And I hurtle in at full speed But I don’t get any closer I fall past you endlessly It’s a retrograde attraction With the different circles we keep But I can’t escape these forces Any more than gravity I am a satellite for you I know you feel me On this orbital path I trace And I spin and spin around you But I show you only one face I am a satellite for you I’ve got no illusions Yes, I know just where we are: I’m your planetary satellite But I want to be your star I am a satellite for you
5.
The 1st Move 04:15
I suck at small talk I’ve got no chat up lines I never was one of those full-of-myself guys But in my life, I’ve done alright With this missing ability Though my success, I must confess Had not a lot to do with me, so… Thank god for girls who make the first move Braving the scathing looks foisted on you Sweeping the patriarchy to the side Without you I’d be home alone every night My life was like One of those discos at 13 With “Careless Whisper” Blasting out the school canteen The hours there, on plastic chairs With hope fuelled by naivety ‘Til home I went, amid the stench Of ungrabbed opportunity. So… Thank god for girls who make the first move Blazing the trail I was too timid to Tossing the gender rule book on the fire Without you I’d be home alone every night I’m afraid I’ve got no wisdom to impart No special moves that you can use To steal her heart No, I refer you back to her She chalked up the victory Though maybe I don’t qualify As that much of a trophy – no, so… Thank god for girls who make the first move Warrior souls I owe happiness to Kicking the patriarchy in the eye Without you I’d be on my own A hole shaped like you in my home Singular, solo, alone Every night
6.
Turning up at four fifteen Filling up the quiz machine Sitting on the benches out the back Drinking pints of cider and black Those days were legendary But also ordinary And there was everybody Every Friday night But the name won’t mean a thing To the kids in the years below They laid the landlord off And they’re making it a bistro I’m sure that they will serve A cheeky little Chilean Merlot But it just won’t be the place we used to go It will always be the place we used to go Staking out our favourite seats Jukebox has our song on repeat Laughing ‘til the tears roll down Lock-ins ‘til the wee small hours The choice was elementary A list with just one entry And there was everybody Every Friday night But the name won’t mean a thing To the kids in the years below The regulars are gone And they’re making it a bistro I’m sure the chef will turn out A cracking plate of escargots But it just won’t be the place we used to go It will always be the place we used to go I know it will never be I know it will always be Those days were legendary But all so ordinary And there was everybody Every Friday night But the name won’t mean a thing To the kids in the years below ‘Cause all of us lot left And they’re making it a bistro I’m sure that they will earn A five-star rating from some gastronome But it just won’t be the place we used to go It will always be the place we used to go
7.
You know the old lady who shuffles her shoes She could tell you a story or two Things you wouldn’t believe if you knew From a lifetime long gone She grew up in an old whiskey bar Told a girl like her wouldn’t go far Hitched her skirt, hitched a ride the first car In a lifetime long gone She was drawn to the lights like a bug Spent the long nights with actors and thugs Took her fair share of drink, sex & drugs In a lifetime long gone Time went on and the offers they came Each one made more extravagant claims To secure them the rights to her name For a lifetime long gone So she hit the heights and flew With the brightness of the young and new And the lights that write her name Pale beside her incandescent flame Their thirst for her it grew ‘Til there was no wrong that she could do And as long as she could burn They would covet her But the reel rolls continuously Cue one younger and fresher than she And her face fell from all memory To a lifetime long gone Now all that’s left of that girl is her eyes Full of sadness and beauty and lies They remember the lows and the highs Of a lifetime long gone
8.
In your eyes, in your eyes There’s something that I recognise Are you sick? Are you fixed? Are you twisted between those different sides? And oh I try to keep you here with me And your smile, your smile Where I can lose myself a while And I drink ‘til I slip For a fix of your wild abandoned cries And oh I try to keep you here with me But I open my eyes on the bedroom wall And the taste in my mouth is Far from what I came here for Hooked on your Upside down ways And in time, in time You’ll drift away, leave me behind I’ll be left with the rest of the mess You would rather not remind And I know, I know It was clear right from the start I would always end up back here Just one more time But I open my eyes on the bedroom wall And the taste in my mouth is Far from what I came here for Hooked on your Upside down ways
9.
Killer 06:38
Tell me I’m not just an accident Tell me I’m where I belong Tell me I’m not simply Wasting my time with this mess This stress over nothing Send me a postcard when you decide Which of these lies is the truth Give me the benefit of all your Deep wisdom and life experience When I fall down On the sub-plot between us Cross my brother Like a killer in the city Like a killer Blew the escape pod to pieces Wasted my chances I know Please say I’m wrong to be so pessimistic That I have reason for hope When I fall down On the sub-plot between us Cross my brother Like a killer in the city Like a killer Will you help me to fight This great disappointment? Or else push away on my own? Will I suffer this sad resolution of fate In pure silence? Is there nothing there at all? When I fall down On the sub-plot between us Cross my brother Like a killer in the city When I fall down On the sub-plot between us Fall down Like a killer
10.
Come child put your hand in mine Talk with me a while And humour an old man I never claimed to be wise I’m just stumbling blind through this life As best as I can You might be surprised where I’ve been But in your life you’ll see Things that I’ll never see And I wish I could walk with you All the way there ‘Cause to think that I won’t Is the hardest to bear And I wish I could promise To stay ‘til the end But you and I know It’s just the natural order of things This road is as old as the sky We travel it all of our lives And see such a small part And some fall in step by our side For the longest or briefest of times But always it’s onwards Often it’s steep and unkind But as long as I can I will help you to climb And I wish I could walk with you All the way there ‘Cause to think that I won’t Is the hardest to bear And I wish I could promise To stay ‘til the end But you and I know It’s just the natural order of things So forgive me if I Hold so tight it’s hard to breathe ‘Cause I hope that there’s Many more miles left to run And god knows I intend To make use of each one But no matter how far ‘Til that day comes along It just won’t be as much as I need And I wish I could walk with you All the way there ‘Cause to think that I won’t Is the hardest to bear And I wish I could promise To stay ‘til the end But you and I know It’s just the natural order of things

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released October 1, 2018

All songs written, performed, recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by Chris Albery-Jones.

Eye photos by Charlotte Albery-Jones.

Audio clips on “Mrs Edison” via freesound.org under Creative Commons license:
- Recycling sound by BeeProductive
- Glass break sound by Natty23

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Multi-instrumentalist singer songwriter, born in London, now based in Hampshire.

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